40 YEARS OF CUTBANK: "The Kingdom" by Sara Deniz Akant

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From CutBank 75

                                      THE KINGDOM

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ancient gamma

once theirs to lay

shrouded in oh no the centuries

that left her here. to doctors

who stray in this perfect loop

they glare. for even to shake

with perhaps her dress has

perhaps gone once

and gone out of

the spiritual.

 

[ con ono vis ospit

er gamma moo say

her loo blie dogon

her keith bliar fock ]

 

        a frock : the fur of tiny living

and

the moose : of our open

     escaping.

 

[ to der stool ella

glay fer ley

a dig blie innig

fer dat kampling

vay ]

 

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                                      THE KINGDOM

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who can lay in the ghost stays old. say no. say

a longer beyond may be possible. and twins get cold with animal things.

so fuse us not.we are unique. one face exposes miles. say ash

is to ashes and uncoupled dust. these sleeping islands.

they’ll give the pitch. one beat is cross one

song is acid one

horse is running

its distance

lost.

 

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                                     THE KINGDOM

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it was a life coming up from a gap in the floor. it came up a

twisted and quiet. then backed itself down. and she thought

my self against something is emptying me into the room.

but take me through

the motions. what do you think is

my face is for.

 

the light that got through the mask hit her forehead.

burning the holes just above her eyelids. now things moved

out and not into

all the right places. it made the desire for scratching. for

having tongues at the tips of the fingers in the place

of the nail with razor sharp edges that could

rip through the seams and take all the

foreign bodies out.

 

I would never

she kept telling herself over and over

I would never throw away

the core.

 

the place it took place in was like

an alpine tree.

a very precise ratio of surface to speed.

the desire for an entry. [ con ono :

vis ospit ]

 

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Sara Deniz Akant's work has appeared in Lana Turner, Wag's Revue, petri press, and The Claudius App, among other journals. A recent graduate of the Iowa Writers Workshop, last year, she held the Provost Teaching Fellowship at the University of Iowa. She held a residency at Yaddo in October.