ALL ACCOUNTS AND MIXTURE: "Rods & Cones" by R.J. Lambert

Rods & Cones

By R.J. Lambert

Given horses, I learn to ride
from my mistakes, men spreading

in the kicks of dirt. To mount
before the others, early sun grasping

over hills. Light like a wrist, light like a rib,
light like the fresh green fingers of sod.

To shade the shed with my run,
sight blurring its all-too-quick, too-big.

To ride past those who can’t say “no”
when “yes” suffices. To find “yes”

feels quite right & lie awake inside
the dream. To think, I thought

the earth had almost broke apart.
To trust the ground is sometimes held

together by a single root of grass.


About the Author:

R.J. Lambert (he, him, his) is a queer writer, scholar, and teacher based in South Carolina. His debut poetry collection, Mind Lit in Neon, is forthcoming from Finishing Line Press. He received the 2021 Patricia Cleary Miller Award for Poetry from New Letters and was a published finalist for competitions from Crab Creek Review and Tupelo Quarterly. Individual poems are soon to appear in New Letters, peculiar, The Worcester Review, and the anthology Without a Doubt (New York Quarterly Books). R.J. teaches science writing and health communication at the Medical University of South Carolina. Find him online at rj-lambert.com.

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